At Will
Your mouth turns
down like an arrowless bow.
Your eyes,
prefaced by your round
forehead riveted by brows,
are tilted down.
Eyes
that thread my subconscious
through them
until I am swaying,
my arms and legs
boughs in the wind
of your voice.
You breathe me into
the bosom of your voice,
as it spins out of your body
like hand spun glass,
until I am nocked
across the bow of your lips
to be released at your will.
A nock is the notch in an arrow, through
which you place the bow string. To nock is to prepare to fire your arrow. Dont believe me? Look it up.
Fire Water
Out of my element
I had a dream
that you were dangling your feet
in a pool of fire.
It lapped against your legs
leaving them cool and wet.
You slid in
splashing me with smoke,
then swimming on your back
you called out to me,
"Come,
come on in!
The fire is still and deep."
I jumped in
and sank like a cinder
flung in the air,
swirling down until
my feet touched the ashes
and the water was clear.
Out of your element
When I took you home
your house was full of water.
In the aquamarine patches of light
we could see the water
licking at your windows,
spreading up the curtains,
devouring the timbers.
You opened the door
to reveal a blazing wall of water.
Flames like sea spray
licked at your boots,
enticing.
It might burn.
We might drown.
Will you step inside?
Somewhere Over Burma
The idea for this poem came from John Irvings The Cider House Rules
The earth breathes in
the smells of spice and toil,
the heaviness in the air
pulls you
down,
coaxing
sleep into your veins
Over Burma you die
only if the dream is cut out of you
only if it rises into the sky
like a dirigible.
I am still in love
that me who floats
a mile over the Burmese jungle.
If youandI collided
armsandlegs in a jumble
would I awake
whole,
or would we fall together,
landing in
the treetops,
somewhere over Burma.
"Why do you do that?"
I put out the candle with my fingers.
I was afraid that I would
splatter you with wax,
afraid that I might breathe on you,
afraid you might breathe me in.
Really I was just
afraid.
A little burn between my fingers
is better than the burn of wax against your face,
you peeling off the
residue with your finger nails;
is better than the burn of my heart against yours.
I can peel my own self off, thank
you very much.
Not to mention the smoke
that would bind our eyes and blind our lungs,
and we, sightless and gasping
like two dead fish,
would end up together.
Thats why.
Perspective
He walks on the ceiling
calves knotting
and unknotting.
I lay here on the floor
watching
him sit
(on the ceiling)
and sip peppermint tea.
When you look me in the eyes
I realize I'm
the one whos levitating.
Your down is my up
your floor is my ceiling
and the walls run between us.
So Fast
I had a dream
that I ran away from you
so fast,
that I ran to you,
leaving,
coming back.
You found these poems
and knew
that they were about you.
You said I was a lousy poet.
I ran away from you
fast,
but you kept
leaving
your name laying around.
There was a twist
of you and me that night.
And I ran away
so fast,
that I ran to you,
coming back,
leaving.
Breathless
Fall is a hungry season.
The last of the fruit still swelling
from bowed limbs
knotted
up inside,
like you.
like
the inside
of me.
Fall gives me air hunger.
A ring of metal at the base of a tree
seals a promise
breathless
like you,
like me.
Sun Spots
You have the sun setting
deep inside,
casting red across your brow.
Your eyes
taste
the space between us
and the smell of ozone
keeps me from getting singed
when I come too close
your dark spots
blind me.
Bite
Your eyes have teeth like knives.
Every look from you is a
nip into my flesh,
which shivers
under garments
of sky.
We have the clothes of heaven.
Your eyes have teeth
like a comb tracing
over my scalp,
through my hair
tangling around it,
encircling it
like a bracelet.
A Comentary on Your Gentleness
The clematis in my garden
has entangled itself in your honeysuckle.
They climbed over the trellis,
confused the bumble bees,
swallowed a watering can whole.
Your mouth turns down
as you regard me over the trellis,
oiling my pruning shears.
Is it necessary, you ask, to separate them?
Their unnatural union
merely an above ground occurance.
You have your garden,
I have mine.
The trellis runs between us
and the smell of cut flowers fills the air.
You’re It
These
past three years have been hide and go.
Eating
cilantro in my mother’s herb garden,
Staring
at the back of your neck,
Smelling
mint in your hair
Feeling
your voice shudder through me.
I suppose
I had thought of the possibility of your affection,
The blue
irises of wishful thinking,
The sea
burning its way across my vision,
You walking
up the walls.
Little
Melba just sat by and cried.
She will
be laughing and kissing you someday
When the
sun is biting pieces off the clouds.
I feel
your hand brush my arm.
The Last Time Through Your House
Drinking water from a mason jar
once filled with peaches,
again you have forgotten
to do the dishes.
I have been preparing for this
for a week, shaving,
my legs with a razor,
still, as I stare at the corners,
change a lightbulb, pace
the length of your floor,
I am unaware that this is
the last time I will leave your house
while you are half sleeping,
blearly kissing me goodbye.
Do you remember,
when waiting for you,
I climbed the hill
and ate blackberries?
When you arrived I ran towards you,
laughing, my hands stained blue.
Leaving, this last time I
look at your window,
hoping to see you watching me,
hoping to catch a spark of love in your eyes,
before you come to leave me
and my heart is scattered
like fall leaves,
so everywhere
that it cannot be captured.